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[04/15/09] |
My problem is that every success my friends have makes me more aware of my own failures.
It isn't that I dont want them to do well (I do!) or that i have to be better than them.
It's that if i'm not thriving in the face of hardships, if i'm not succeding against every challenge, I feel like i'm just wasting everyone's time. my friends doing well reminds me that I am doing nothing with my life.
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[09/18/08] |
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I miss him so much sometimes.
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[08/28/08] |
I used to say I would do something extraordinary with my life.
I used to say I'd never end up working a dead end job like everyone else.
But look what it's all come down to,
Just another bullshit day in another bullshit town.
Nothing extraordinary, just the same day in and day out.
Where did that rebel's heart get to?
Who is this person when I look in the mirror?
Where did that voice go,
Telling me just to get out and go
Morocco, Madrid, St Petersburg and Beirut
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[05/28/08] |
I miss being myself.
This whole situation makes me feel a bit like i'm being emotionally waterboarded.
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| ▫♠▫ Queen of Spades ▫♠▫ |
[02/05/08] |
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